So I have a very bad attitude about doing the same thing over and over. I get very bored very easily. I am also broke even with a job. I am determined to at least change my attitude about the menial part of my life even if I can't do anything about the financial part yet.
If my house would sell in Memphis and I could get at least $20,000 over the sell I would be thrilled. That is about what I owe my parents for helping us out during the long jobless wait. Sad I know. I think though I am going to get shafted on the house. I just don't have any money with which to have to come to the table at closing.
I think on my death bed my regret will be not being financially wealthy so I could lavish gifts, opportunity and time on my sweetest girl. She is a dream come true in my nightmarish situation. Yes I am a pessimist by birth. I deal in always and nevers. The glass is not only half empty, but it is falling over as we speak!! I know, I know life is not always bad and situations do change. I just wish I had a little more control over the changes.
I am praying the house will sell before the agent's 3 month contract is up without having to again reduce the price. I WILL NEVER BUY OR SELL ANOTHER HOUSE EVER AGAIN. Hear me world I mean it!!!!