I just want to go to bed, pull the covers over my head and sleep for the next year. My renter is breaking contract 6 months early. Great. Can you say financial strain? I was already in it but now it is twice as bad. Can someone tell me how to make $750 extra every month? Did I tell you third thing is also struggling and I am not feeling confident that I may be fired? They are working on the standard operating procedures for my job which by the way is not difficult but is tedious. I personally like it and could probably get it all done in half the time, shhhh don't tell anybody, but I like a full paycheck so I stay everyday.
Now lately due to change in weather and what not (depression, feeling overwhelmed hormones? I have not a clue) I haven't actually been the model employee as far as getting to work on time but I have also brought my lunch everyday and worked through lunch not leaving the building unless asked by my boss to go get him a *bucks. So I do justify my lateness and yes it is still wrong but I was also told in the beginning I could get there by 9am. So I am thinking I am doing okay so far. But that was before they fired both bosses and several other people!!
I already pegged Christmas as going to be sparse, ie, Santa may not stop by and if he does it will be with one puzzle, one bead melty thing that I don't know the name of but she likes, one bead jewelry kit (that I had bday plans for) and two shaving creams. Sorry G, Santa visits parents who can pay. Thankfully she is really not a "I want I want" kid. Although she did ask for several different bounce houses for her birthday even though she has one. Go figure. She said we need one for baby sister (which now is just a distant dream) because she might get too "wired in mine."
And to top this crappy day off I have a mosquito bite on my thumb's knuckle. That is such a painful itch. When are the mosquitoes gonna die? Come on winter. I have realized something about me this fall. I don't have a favorite season. I like the actual time of changing of the seasons. When I am in the center of the season I don't really like it much. For as much as I dislike change, I like the changing of the seasons. I wouldn't do well in a season-less climate.