I am fairly certain I didn't get the job. I can base that on the manager telling me up front, "You don't want to work here." She told me that I was basically overqualified for the $8.50 hour job, that it was chaotic so I wouldn't enjoy it even though she enjoys it and has since she was 17, that something must be terribly wrong with me to not have a job with all that experience, and "why can't you be a counselor somewhere?" "I didn't know you needed a license to do that." So yea, big flop. Not to mention that it is actually only a temporary job for October when a regular employee goes out on maternity.
Then I also found out today that the grant I have been secretly waiting on isn't coming and the director knew it last Friday. So, um, yea, that is a no go too. So I don't think I am eligible for the tier 3 benefits even if they kick in so I am stuffed out of luck, if you know what I mean. I will be applying at Wally world and the other place I hate that has a wal in it. Other people do it, so can I.
Thanks for your prayers, concerns and encouragement. I have to figure out something to do and right now all I wish to do is withdraw into a ball and never come out. This much stress tends to shut me down. Oh and I broke my coffee carafe when I washed it by dropping it in the sink accidentally. And aunt flo came today bringing uncle severepain and cousins swell and ing.